Even at its most basic form rejection sucks.

I had a friend talk to him to see if he liked me.
Answer: No. She's just a friend.

Worst part? He could tell I liked him.

F---!

This is my first time being rejected like this. And yes, it does suck. I hate this, but I know I will come out of this a stronger person.

And maybe we can stay friends. :hopeful:


Any advice?

Sorry about that last post you guys. But thank you for the love from the people who commented.

Okay, a couple of explanations are in order I believe:

1. He's not an ex. Just a friend. Number 2 and 4 will explain more about my outburst....
2. He doesn't know I like him
3. He's going through some stuff right now and has been distracted lately.
4. T.O.M. is here. I hate hormones


He's a sweetheart and I love him (as of now, just as a friend). I explained to everything and she understands how I can't drop him, but I really don't feel like explaining it all again.

But basically he's one of those really rare guys that only comes around every once-in-a-millenia and whichever girl gets him will be the luckiest girl in the history of the world.

I know it may not sound that way from my journal post last night, but...
It's the truth.

Again, sorry about that. Hormones make me overreact to everything so even the smallest stuff seems HUGE.
Now that I've had over 12 hours to think about it all, I've calmed down a lot and have seen I was in the wrong to assume stuff.

You know what they say..."when you 'assume' you make an ass out of you and me". I reaaaaaallllyyyy did that.

Please don't hold what I said against him.

<3 Thanks, guys

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Five Things You Should Know About Me


5 people I can’t live without:

1. Allie G.
2. Alli W.
3. Saundra
4. Kristina
5. Mom, Dad, and Garland (does that count??)

5 things I can’t live without:

1. M-U-S-I-C
2. Laptop
3. iPod
4. iLuv (like an iHome)
5. my pillow

5 CDs I could listen to over and over again:

(I don’t listen to CDs, so I’ll do artists)
1. Nightwish
2. Within Temptation
Breaking Benjamin
Rurutia
the Veronicas

5 shows I watch every week (and some everyday):

(we don’t have a t.v. in our room, so I’ll do the shows I used to watch everyday)
1. Bones
2. House
3. Code Geass
4. Munto
5. Avatar: the Last Airbender

My top 5 shining moments:

1. earned a 4.0 GPA all four years in high school
2. Graduating with High Honors from high school
3. receiving the “most improved” Handbells award
4. moving into my dorm
5. in 9th grade when an editor called me about a book I sent to her

My top 5 shining moments of idiocy:

1. “Is the University of St. Louis in St. Louis?”
2. “Why are there always bridges over islands?”
3. I drove through a stop sign in a neighborhood, realized it halfway through the stop sign, stopped in the middle of the intersection and in a panic, questioned myself whether I should back up so I could stop at the stop sign.
"Ugh, I hate chocolate skittles! Because I can't chew, I have to suck on them for at least ten minutes and then I want a new flavor...!"
“THAT...IS...WHAT...SHE...SAID!!” -Katie L.
5. I fell off my tricycle at age 3 and busted my chin open--I had to get stitches

(there have been MUCH MUCH more than this, most of it happens every day)

5 scariest times:

1. Hurricane Rita after Hurricane Katrina
2. almost drowning when I was a kid
3. first weekend with Kristina gone
4. my dorm breaking out in H1N1...as well as my entire campus
5. going through a tornado warning while home alone

5 happiest times:

1. after any Handbells performance that went well (PIRATES)
2. I just completed my first fifteen seconds of my amv Productions bumper
3. I got my laptop
4. I got my iPod
5. Graduation

5 favorite places online:

1. Youtube.
2. Facebook.
3. Wikipedia.
4. the college’s email.
5. Deviantart.

5 emoticons I use way too much:

1.
2.
3.
4.
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Last but not least, 5 people I want to see complete this list:

1.
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4.
5.



ALSO:::
http: //www.youtube.com/watch?v= q58iQSHhZGg&feature= player_ profilepage

~Liv

Guess what???
I move into my dorm in TWO DAYS (wednesday) and today I'm PACKING!! I'm so afraid I'm going to forget something. Anything you kids in college can think of for me to take that when you got there you thought, "I should have brought that!" ? I have two suitcases, but I'm still not sure how everything is going to fit.
Basically I'm cleaning out my room.
And my parents have gotten so weird and clingy lately. It's so odd!!!


OMG I can't believe college is finally here!! O.o
And don't worry, I will totally post pics of my dorm here for you guys to see. Our room theme is brown and white, so we don't have matching bedspreads, but I think it will look better this way. My bed spread is more of a geometric print and hers is more like a quilt- both from JC Pennie's. That store =AWESOME

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Other news!
I finally have figured out Final Cut Express (enough that I can actually work on it for hours, now) and I've decided to enter a contest one of my subscriptions is hosting so I can be part of a MEP (multi-editor project). So I need to make an amv that's at least one minute long. And I need your help with something. I can't decide if I want to:


1. make an amv with "Soma" by the Age of Information [link] <<there's the link<< That song would be an anime mix with Code Geass, Vampire Knight, and Munto; the theme Love
2. make an amv with "Shattered" by trading yesterday [link] <<<linkie<<< with Code Geass, using a CC x Lelouch pairing
3. make an amv with "With Me" by Sum41 [link] <<<link<<< with Code Geass and Munto, using the pairings of Munto x Yumemi and CC x Lelouch and Kallen x Lelouch (that one is a maybe, if I don't have enough clips)


I will eventually make all of these, but I just need something to show my talent (what little I may actually have).
To keep up with my amv making, I will be posting a journal here about the amv's I plan to make, and you can follow me on my youtube site: [link]

By the way, If you haven't already seen Munto, GO SEE IT!! It's only 9 episodes long!!! It's on youtube!

Please comment!
~Olivia

PS. OMG THE MOOD EMOTICONS ARE WORKING!!!!!!

It's up!!!

[link]

Go read!!!!! Please??? I know it's soooo good! I hope you read it and realize that too!!

Summary:
SEQUEL TO ONE NIGHT For Kabira, it's been over three years. For Zuko, it's been 6 months. When they meet again, Zuko finds out Kabira has lost all memory of him. Destined to be together, does Zuko have enough strength to protect her from fate?

PLEASE READ!!!!?

I will love you all forever!